Amazing People...
Once and a while someone walks into your path and just takes your breath away. It could be a love interest, family, a great friend, or a random stranger. Several people in my life have made me happy over the past few weeks to which I'm eternally grateful. My family despite all the bumpy roads have always made me happy though. Especially my parents. They've given me the freedom in my life to make my own choices. Even as far back as I can remember I had to make my own decisions. It was baseball or dancing, art school or honors school, bowling or singing, or both, and various other things. Anything that happened on my road to where I'm at now including my college choice and life decisions are all because I chose them and not because they said you MUST do this. Sure, they put a hand in when they thought something wasn't right or if I was doing something wrong to keep me on a good path and I listened (for the most part). My Aunt was a special one. She was like my best friend growing up. An amazingly giving and understanding person with this great energy. She's a different person now because of the disease affecting her memory, and I don't know how much longer I'll have her around, but that imprint of her back in my childhood will always be in my heart. I do hate being away from my family, but it's the only way I can experience life the way I want to experience it. The memories in my heart and the modern age of communication have been blessings these past weeks.
Good friendships last and seeing my old pals out here on the west coast have been totally thrilling to me. I went to San Diego and just being around everyone down there felt like home. I didn't want to leave. These people are just very loving and welcoming and the atmosphere is so relaxing down there. I'm totally grateful for my time in San Diego and meeting these fabulous people. Also my best friend is down there and despite her busy schedule and mine, we manage to still keep tabs on each other. She has helped me through so much and I hope I've been there for her in her moments. I'm sad that I may miss the most important day of her life because of the future planning I've already made, but the most amazing thing is that she understands. I've even kept in touch with some friends I made through my former partner here in L.A. and that's amazing to me. It's amazing that my former partner and I are on the road to a great friendship. He has been an inspiration for 4 and a half years we were together and I believe he will continue to be a very close friend. I could go on and on about old friends and new friends that have touched my heart in the past few weeks. Especially all my eastern buds (you know who you are). I feel honored to have people in my life who care and I feel someone's watching over me to help me through all the changes that have been happening.
Most importantly are my new discoveries.This new cast of friends that have entered my life have entered my heart. One in particular has made his way into that special place in my heart. He has an amazing voice, a bubbly personality, and he's such a giving person altogether. I couldn't believe it was happening as it was happening. From day one I knew I was in trouble since he was part of my cast. I was trying so hard to keep my love life and cast life separate, but love always finds a way. As the days grew on he just became infectious and it became harder and harder to distance myself from him. Yesterday, another cast member intervened and told me the feelings were mutual and I was a goner. We're taking it slow since we both know the repercussions of what could happen if this didn't work for any reason, but I somehow believe this is going to go in the right direction. This cast is amazingly talented. We work well together and it shows in performance. We were sad to lose one of our cast members because of injury, but in this business you have to pick yourself up and go and we've welcomed yet another talented girl into the mix. I'm looking forward to the months ahead with my newfound heart throb and a new cast of great friends.
I feel very special to have all these amazing people in my life. I will cherish them always.
Good friendships last and seeing my old pals out here on the west coast have been totally thrilling to me. I went to San Diego and just being around everyone down there felt like home. I didn't want to leave. These people are just very loving and welcoming and the atmosphere is so relaxing down there. I'm totally grateful for my time in San Diego and meeting these fabulous people. Also my best friend is down there and despite her busy schedule and mine, we manage to still keep tabs on each other. She has helped me through so much and I hope I've been there for her in her moments. I'm sad that I may miss the most important day of her life because of the future planning I've already made, but the most amazing thing is that she understands. I've even kept in touch with some friends I made through my former partner here in L.A. and that's amazing to me. It's amazing that my former partner and I are on the road to a great friendship. He has been an inspiration for 4 and a half years we were together and I believe he will continue to be a very close friend. I could go on and on about old friends and new friends that have touched my heart in the past few weeks. Especially all my eastern buds (you know who you are). I feel honored to have people in my life who care and I feel someone's watching over me to help me through all the changes that have been happening.
Most importantly are my new discoveries.This new cast of friends that have entered my life have entered my heart. One in particular has made his way into that special place in my heart. He has an amazing voice, a bubbly personality, and he's such a giving person altogether. I couldn't believe it was happening as it was happening. From day one I knew I was in trouble since he was part of my cast. I was trying so hard to keep my love life and cast life separate, but love always finds a way. As the days grew on he just became infectious and it became harder and harder to distance myself from him. Yesterday, another cast member intervened and told me the feelings were mutual and I was a goner. We're taking it slow since we both know the repercussions of what could happen if this didn't work for any reason, but I somehow believe this is going to go in the right direction. This cast is amazingly talented. We work well together and it shows in performance. We were sad to lose one of our cast members because of injury, but in this business you have to pick yourself up and go and we've welcomed yet another talented girl into the mix. I'm looking forward to the months ahead with my newfound heart throb and a new cast of great friends.
I feel very special to have all these amazing people in my life. I will cherish them always.
posted by Chris | 2:58 PM
1 Comments:
by the way i agree with the whole friends thing. i think its great when u hav people that u can tell everything to... im glad that ur so fortunate to hav sum cool people in ur life.
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